The Cold Within

To My Magnificent Agents, Staff and Friends:

Each of us, regardless of our spiritual depth, struggles with our mortality. Perhaps it is because I reached sixty this year, but I have been thinking about it with greater frequency and depth. How will I be remembered? Will anyone know who I was or think I made difference sixty years from now? What will be my legacy to this world?

The answer?  Love and family.

For most of us, virtually everything else that we contribute while on earth will be forgotten or credited to someone else. I put forth as evidence the fact that there are countless renown written works attributed to “Author Unknown.” For those of us who thrill in the written word, it is the content that matters, not the attribution, and that is where the true answer lies to the question as to how we hope to be remembered in our Book of Life. It is the content of our worldly time and not our attribution that matters. Most of us will not be subject matter for the history books. Still, some small part of our life’s content may through the ages survive us. If so, it is most likely to recognized as the product of  “Author Unknown.” That is the fate of most of us “common folk.” However, through the love and devotion of our families our attribution may yet survive us. Therein we, the “common folks,” attain the possibility of worldly immortality.

Example: The following letter appeared in a Dear Abby column on October 25, 1999:

DEAR ABBY:

My husband, James Patrick Kinney, wrote the poem “The Cold Within” in the 1960’s. It is gratifying to know that he left something behind that others appreciate. He submitted it to The Saturday Evening Post; however, it was rejected as “too controversial for the times.” Jim was active in the ecumenical movement. His poem was sent to the Liguorian, a Catholic magazine. That was its first official publication to my knowledge. Since then, it has appeared in church bulletins, teaching seminars and on talk radio, listed as “Author Unknown.”  If that is done for legal protection, I understand. My family is always happy to see it appear, but we do think the author should be given credit.

James Patrick Kinney died at 51 of a heart attack on May 23, 1973. His content has survived, albeit mostly as “Author Unknown.” However, through the love, devotion, and diligence of his family, the world continues to be reminded of his proper attribution some fifty years after he penned it and nearly forty years after his demise…

The Cold Within
By: James Patrick Kinney

Six humans trapped by happenstance

In bleak and bitter cold.

Each one possessed a stick of wood

Or so the story’s told.

Their dying fire in need of logs

The first man held his back

For of the faces round the fire

He noticed one was black.

The next man looking cross the way

Saw one not of his church

And couldn’t bring himself to give

The fire his stick of birch.

The third one sat in tattered clothes.

He gave his coat a hitch.

Why should his log be put to use

To warm the idle rich?

The rich man just sat back and thought

Of the wealth he had in store

And how to keep what he had earned

From the lazy shiftless poor.

The black man’s face bespoke revenge

As the fire passed from sight.

For all he saw in his stick of wood

Was a chance to spite the white.

The last man of this forlorn group

Did naught except for gain.

Giving only to those who gave

Was how he played the game.

Their logs held tight in death’s still hands

Was proof of human sin.

They didn’t die from the cold without

They died from the cold within.

“If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love. I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor, and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.”   1Corinthians 13:1-3

Have an AWE-full Weekend!

Bill